(FF) It was no use pretending....

...I didn't want to do the job anymore. My heart wasn't in it, and I was sick of going to work. Anything to get another day off. Sick day, broken car, sick relative, problem with the house. Any excuse I could think of. The job had become so tedious, and I was tired of the same old routine. But there was no way we could afford for me to go part time, especially now Liam was at university.